The beginning

Hi,everybody.It’s hard to be accepted in the world when you are overweight. It`s not easy even to accept yourself in your inner world. When you realize and you start to take action, for a while, the

enthusiasm keeps you in movement.When depression comes to you again and you don't 

care anymore, you become lazy and the only desire that you have is eating and feeling good, at any cost. In all this,I wanted always to have a comfortable and healthier life.10 years ago I had a miserable one. I was struggling with the hardships: with a husband who no longer loved me, with the growth of my son without many financial resources, with many many debts to the banks, with my unhappiness, with my depression, with no money, with my health, with my weight, with my way to be, with my beliefs.But it was a moment when I changed myself, I started an inner  transformation, a TURNING POINT.This was happening in Italy, couple of month after my arrival there,years ago.I was meant to take care of the most stubborn and proud woman that I ever known. Step by step, I tried to enter in her life and knowing her better and better.But whatever she did, she labelled me in a very injurious way, directly: as if I'd be like a closet, or I'd be like a beast in the woods, and another person who was always joking more or less seriously, said that I need two seats in a car. I was in a tremendous mental pain and I cryed a lot in that period. I was unhappy. I DIDN`T KNOW HOW TO BE HEALTHY, I DIDN`T KNOW HOW TO LOSE WEIGHT,I had cravings day and night, I thought I was lost.
Until one day….It was Sunday. I met a guy on the social media, a special one. I liked him very much from the beginning. It seemed to belong to the “good” category of people you could communicate with and, in addition, he had a special sweetness in words. I fell in love quickly. I felt I  had a big disability, I felt that I had a great English language barrier that I spoke more by ear, writing even I didn`t think about it. For the most of the time, I used google translate a lot and over time,I studied until I got to a pretty good level.At that time,nothing was more important to me than that I felt good, after years and years filled with unhappiness,so I formed a fantasy about that person being in my life,asking to the Universe to modify the waves of vibrations and meet my fantasy.The mind played a very important role in my transformation, but the reality was I never met that guy. But I continued to follow my dream. See you soon, The Health Coach
 

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